Bored and Missing

I've been so bore lately, My day rutine is so boring. Every day i wake up, go to class (M, W, F), check tumblr, deviant art, and whatnot for an hour or so, then cook between 1:30 to 3 something depending when i start (which i've been getting better XD), eat with my dad, watch tv while we eat, he sleeps for half an hour then goes for my mom. i go to my room, use the computer for 3 hours, with my mom besides me (because she wants to spend time with me, even when i don't want to, but she's right, we need to "bond" and if we don't she'll feel sad because i don't want to and blablabal) then i hava a shower and i make my dinner,  and stay up  until 12 or 1.

i only have an hour and a half to talk outside of my family.  when i talk to friends on facebook or something, i want to see them in that moment. i mean i know i didn't have a big social life when i was in high school, but i feel like a loser now. i miss my friends, i miss laughing in the class, i miss watching movies at literature. i miss roquemania. i want to make plans with my friends but some of them live far from where i live. and i already made some plans but for next weekend. i want to see them now!!!

the only thing that helps me to be kinda sane is my music, because when a good cames up and i'm on my room; i'm singing, dancing and jumping all round my room. but isn't enough.

if you guys see this (hugo,mario) i want to tell you that I FREAKING MISS YOU!!!!!!!!
hugo, my dear husband haha i miss the way you made me laugh when i was angry, i miss you ramdonness, i just miss you, like i said before, you're the brother i always wanted and never had.
mario, i miss your huggs, also your ramdonness, i miss seeing you drawing on your note books, i miss how we talk about nonesense, i miss everything.
i hope you're doing well all over there, and please say hi to bayliss (did i spell it right?? haha)