Freak Out!

OH MY FRIKING GOD! that's what i've been saying all the time. and why?

Cause in one weak i'll be on vacations, and i know this suppose to be a good thing. but then like in two months i'll be a senior, a SENIOR! then i'll be going to college. and that's a big frinking step in life.

i know what i'm going to study, and i' not scare with that reason. is just that in one year everything is gonna change.

one year and i'm gonna be 18
one year for leaving highschool
one year for college
one year for many things i have to do for college
one year for for crying cause
one year for a goodbye
one year for a new chapter
one year for all these
only one year

one freaking year

and what can i say? that i'm happy, well yeah. i'm happy about this, but also i'm scare, excited, nervous, shock, sad, and more emotions come to me when i think of this. and this just the begginnig i think, cause i'm still in my last week of junior. i still have the rest of the year to be freak out.
i can't imagine how i'm gonna be the rest of the year.
of course i'm not gonna be like this all the time, just when i'm alone at home or some thing like that.

And also i can't believe that this is happennig to me, that i'm freaking out about this, i was never scared of change (i think), well al least not so much. this is so cliche hahahaha

that's another thing why i'm freak out!!!!